of CCSeer
Dreamer \\ Lover \\ Mother \\ Designer \\ Curator \\ Teacher \\ other er's
But first, a note:
My natural inclination is to always share, in all ways.
From this website's conception I knew I would create it purposefully and intentionally with anonymity to respect my loved ones. I would love to be a completely open book, which has always been my first nature -- especially in the name of rocketing towards the singular consciousness our human (& nonhuman) experience marches towards -- but because our stories are constant mergings of {seemingly} episodic bios into one single collective storyline, I cannot force anyone else's story by implication of sharing mine.
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So, what then can I briefly reveal about my background?? Perhaps running through the stats is better than trying to formulate an eloquent expression here...
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- 80's baby \ Libra lady
- East coast suburb resident for all 4 of this lifetime's decades
- Certified public school teacher with 2 emotional years teaching middle school social studies + 7 magical years teaching third grade
- Mother of three
- Met my soul's mate in an epic love story at 12 years old (though it took us a decade to get together)!
- Self-taught graphic + web designer
- ​Huge, crazy dog lover; protector of animals
- Appreciator of beauty in its infinite forms, notably nature\tablescapes\flowers\home decor\typographies
- Stand-up comedy enthusiast
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The flavor of my family's Roman Catholicism was the familiar "holiday-holy" American secularization, though I did spend 2-3 teenage years chasing after a desperate & headstrong Catholic piety, on the heels of a couple of pagan-inspired adolescent school years (thank you, Fairuza Balk & The Craft). After my flirtation with dutiful devoutness, I shot right over to the far, far opposite -- enter: the "Bill Maher" years and horrible, angry, terrifying, debilitating, decades-long Atheism. In the Universe's constant wink to humor and amusement, most of the BEST things in my life actually happened during this confusing and disconnected "dark" timespan of my life.
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​After coming through a series of awful events -- what I've now come to understand as my dark night of the soul -- my life abruptly and explosively changed on September 1, 2024. Yeah -- like, just a few insanely short months ago at the time of publishing this site. But, what I've also come to understand, is this is a period of intense activation for so many people; undoubtedly this rings true for me.
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And here we are, in the midst of an enormously powerful and even unprecedented alignment of the stars & planets alongside human evolution and Mama Gaia. Whether you've fervently awakened or you're just feeling that things are...off...something is different, something is happening, something has changed or is changing...we're all experiencing an "upgrade" of sorts, and we can all feel it. 2024 was...interesting, let's say, but 2025...not even a month in?? Holy f-ing f. Buckle up!! If you need a friend through this insane year, come visit me. I'm here sharing my journey, but with only a vague idea of why. The only direct goal I have in all of this is to Love and share Love. We are co-creating, you and I together, and everyone else there is, so you just being here and just reading all the way down to the end...there is a reason for that. I don't necessarily know what that reason is, and you might not either, but there it is all the same. "And so it is." Thank you for honoring whatever call brought you here, and wherever it is you go from here <3
