8. One Foot in the 3D but the other in Beauty and Awe...Flowing through a Dual Existence

When I look back on the past few months, I am awed. I cannot believe what we--my soulmate and I--have come through and are still directly in the eye of. But, somehow, instead of sharp pain...there has been a flood of beauty, of awe, of BLISS, even. Yes, I am still able to feel discomfort and yes suffering, too. I still feel the heaviness of the circumstances that continue to upend our lives and life in general -- and, it should be noted, these are entirely new/unexpected situations, not the perpetuation of old ones! Just when we start to gain our footing and "right the ship"...we're plunged into new, even deeper and more agonizing waters, but that agony has a different.......flavor? --Words fail here, as they increasingly do in the rigidly 3D world we've all come here to inhabit for this incredible lifetime-- Despite needing to remind my soulmate of this, we ARE leveling up and all of this is part of the process.

The past three months were absolutely insane, mostly (for me) in the best possible ways. True, too, that there were extremes on both sides--the dual existence--and in early June the catalyst of a major disruptor came in one phone call that once again shifted everything. Out of privacy for my loved ones I can't go into much detail, but I can share that the short of it is that a major reunion, 20 painful estranged years in the making, "miraculously"--remarkably extraordinarily beautifully amazingly--occurred. This was a move that, hitherto, I would have denied being possible, but my soulmate once again took my breath away with his strength, brilliance and capacity to ever-expand the depths of his soul, facilitating the same for all those in his orbit. I am, truly, in awe and wonder at this amazing 3D world/matrix/construct, in spite of all of its suffering and horrors.

And that was just one piece of our wild summer puzzle! Personally, I've continued my studies and explorations, experiencing so much of the continually-referenced awe and wonder that it is currently impossible to express it. And funny enough, in terms of expressing things...I find it more and more intolerable to use words, whether in written or spoken form. I really do. (Although my husband would probably beg to differ!) I do wholeheartedly believe we are moving, and very quickly at that, to a more telepathic/energetic mode of communication/understanding/relating… Whether that happens en masse in my lifetime I am not predicting either way (ummm but yes I do think so..!); all I know is that for me...the energy spent on words feels more and more exhausting to the degree of almost being fruitless. That sounds pretty dramatic and, obviously, I’m writing this blog right here right now!!! Dual existence, baby. And I intend on continue writing here for the foreseeable future, so anyone who needs to hear it or see it can happen across it, but I greatly look forward to a natural diminishing of spoken and written word as my soul's sole form of communication.

Well, a whole lot of cultivation of daily routines and joys that support me –

• Meditating

• Energy work

• Breath work

• "Light of the Day" Tarot draws with my favorite Tarot deck

• Practice card draw from my Mediumship practice card deck

• Focus card draw from my Fire Angel Oracle deck

• Continuing courses with Dr. Jeff Tarrant through Psychic Mind Science

• Continuing Joe Shiel's Evidential Psychic Mediumship Development 3 part/36 week course

• Consumption of copious amounts of interesting podcasts and interviews and articles

– along with realizing how much stronger my "psi muscles" are getting, like sensing (much quicker) when something uplifts my energy versus when something pulls it down, like an article or show or interview--even a person; this is absolutely not a judgment call on whatever the source of that particular energy is, but instead a knowledge and an honoring of what is useful and good for me in that moment at that time.

I have also enjoyed a steady increase in synchronicities that, honestly, continue to floor me. IT NEVER GETS OLD!!! Synchronicities fly around me every single day, sometimes constantly and consistently at the rate of every hour, sometimes maybe only a couple times in a day. Despite their commonality, I still regard each and every one with childlike joy and honor how these miracles have become pedestrian occurrences now that I live in a much easier spiritual flow through this dual existence.

And that's what it's all about:::

Living

In

Flow

I will continue updating here and will include more practical -- and brief :):):):) -- descriptions of what I've been up to as well as what has been helpful for me on my journey. As always, I thank you and I honor you for reading to the end and, mirroring the weather out of my window this afteroon, I shower rains of Love all around you <3

Until next time!